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Tuesday, 17 January 2012 | 04:22 | 0 letter
Harini aku still boleh gelak sebab ada segelintir kawan yang tau nk buat aku cheer up . Thanks doh korang . Anyway , harini jugak aku lagi lah bertambah jem dgn seseorang ni -.- Perangai dah mcm orang mesir purba dah aku tgk kau ni . Dulu aku kenal kau lain , skrg kau dh lain gila . Maybe sebab perempuan or kegilaan kuasa . Who knows ?Aku pelik dgn laki yang dah ada awek tapi dia still nak menggatal dgn perempuan lain then bila perempuan tu dh terpikat kat dia , awek dia tau then bergaduh . Pastu start lahh nak story kat semua orang -.- Kau ingat aku suka ke dgr masalah kau ? Aku punya masalah pun dh mcm anjing cilanat lagi kau nk tambah an masalah . Kau pandai2 carik pasal , pandai2 hidup lah then . Dah ada awek tu , jaga jelah betul2 takyah nak jadi playboy sgt lah kan kasi semua perempuan 1 dunia ni suka kat kau -.- Okay enough cerita pasal kau , kau ni boring and bawak byk pening kat aku -.- Untuk seseorang ni lagi , jgn ckp aku sombong sebab tak layan kau . Sebab kau sendiri tak layan aku so mcm mana aku nak layan kau ? Dgn ramai lelaki yg tgh layan kau sepanjang masa . Aku pun mendiamkan diri jelah . Aku dah start tak suka layan org sgt dah sebab benda tu lah buat aku lagi pening , better duduk diam mcm org bodoh je . Aku pun dah tak suka percaya orang lain dah , aku tak kan percaya orang sekeliling aku lagi dah . Manusia kuat dgn cite membungak dia -.- Dan jgn sesekali percaya aku jugak . It's so hard to believe me , it never gets easy . Well , 4 days to go . I'll wait then . Hari Khamis aku nak pg mcd nak melantak , duduk rumah frust je apa pun tak dpt . Btw , I started to hate you more and more . Kat sekolah aku rasa aku dah ada ramai haters , ce korang planning ramai2 pg bantai aku sorang2 . Aku pun dh malas nk hidup lagi dah -.- Kbye . It's Over (Crash) Life is nothing but a shit.
Monday, 16 January 2012 | 05:19 | 0 letter
 Hold me now cause I couldn't even if I tried It's over now I guess it really is my time I don't want to go but it's time I gotta say goodbye So hold me now cause this will be our last time I'm slowing down and I don't think that I can fight I know somehow you'll find a way to live your life Remember just to live everyday like it's your last And hold me now cause I think it's time for me to pass I don't wanna die, I don't know why This kind of fate was meant for me You gotta be strong, gotta move on It's not how it was supposed to be And what do I say? It was never supposed to end up this way What do I have to do? When supposed to grow old with you But that ain't gonna happen No that ain't gonna happen Hold me now cause the time I've got running now No tears allowed even though we've become without I just wanna feel your head lying on my chest So hold me now as I take my last breath I am lifeless , emotionless , useless and pathetic . If you ever met or saw me , just ignored me . That's the better way . I do looked okay in public as this fake smile hide a million of tears but actually I do having a billion of shits in my mind right now . Tension's everywhere , frustration surrounds me . I do wanna feel a life that you called REAL . Not this piece of shit . To someone who I was called a friend , we're through okay ? 2012 = I do have many haters 2012 = Friends turned into enemies 2012 = Being set-up 2012 = Tension's rising 2012 = It all comes to an END Waiting for the days to come
Sunday, 15 January 2012 | 05:25 | 1 letter
 Aku nak pindah sekolah lah please :( I really wanted to go to SM Sains Miri , Sarawak . I already applied this school , harap-harap dapat lah . 21 hb ni result SBP keluar , haish kalau tak dpt rasa nk bunuh diri pun ada -.- Gambar atas ni dewan SMS Miri , Dewan Sri Pahlawan lawa kan ? :3 Aku saja apply sekolah jauh2 sebab aku tak suka negeri yg aku berada sekarang ni . Aku benci dgn segelintir org kat sini yang tak tau memahami dan most kawan makan kawan . Aku bukan lari dari masalah tapi aku nak mulakan hidup baru kat sana . Maybe orang sarawak lagi memahami daripada orang melayu tulen ni -.- Kalau dapatlahkan , pehhh seronok gila kot . It's like something you wish comes true . Aku akan balik Seremban bila aku rasa nak dan perlu je . Aku balik pun nak jumpa family bukan "KAWAN" -.- Seriously , aku tak kisah and sedih pun nak tinggalkan kawan2 aku tu kat sini . Dorang pun mcm lah kisah -.- Aku ada lg ramai pengkhianat and haters drpd kawan so apa aku kisah kalau aku nk bla sekali pun . Aku lagi gembira adalah . Maybe ada beberapa orang yg hargai aku lebih kurang mcm 10% of 100% .  Sekolah ni full with nature weyh , aku suka :D Depan sekolah ni kan ada pantai so setiap weekend aku boleh mandi pantai haha . Belakang sekolah ni dekat dengan airport , hari2 boleh dengar bunyi airplane pun best haha . Kalau cuti aku boleh lah pg Brunei kan ? Dekat je . Selamat aku ada passport . Brunei lawa lahh tempat dia . Lgpun boleh jumpa seseorang ni , nyieh nyieh :3 Aku tgk gambar bandar Miri lagi maju dari bandar Seremban ni , bestnya :D Actually , aku ada kawan kat Sarawak . Aku kenal dia melalui online game je haha . Sorang lagi kat Labuan so kalau cuti aku boleh lah dtg rumah dia . Selamat lah dia ni baik :3 Kalau aku dpt sekolah ni , nmpknya kena naik flight sorang2 lagi lah ni -.- Boring nk mati naik sorang2 . SBP result 21st January 2012 . Please wish me luck :') |